THE LAST ATTEMPT

I have a dream
It's just like any other dream
It makes me smile when I think of it
It makes me hopeful of tomorrow

I have a dream
It's taking its shape at this moment
It fills me up with joy as it comes nearer
It fills me up every day

I had a dream
It was beginning to blossom in winter
It was doomed to wither away
It was never meant to be

I am still living
I held on and clung on to my life
At least what was left of it
It is how life is lived!

I am still breathing
Every day, every moment I die more
I see so much in me falling apart
I see myself losing in you

I need to feel alive again
I need to have my life again
Before I lose what is left of me
Before I forget how to live again

This may be goodbye
This may be the end
I can't say for now what lies ahead
But need to find the me inside
before I end up being alive but just dead inside

This is my chance...
This is my choice...