Realisation

Some journeys take us nowhere...
Some roads lead us nowhere...
Some feelings cannot be explained...
Some thoughts cannot be reasoned...

I've been walking for a while now
twisting and turning with
every twist and turn.
There was once the idea of a destination
Now the journey is of doubts and hesitations.

I've been loving for a while now
flying and crying with
every joy and sorrow.
There was once the idea of an 'ever after'
Now the feeling doesn't even register.

I've been living for a while now
rising and falling with
every rise and fall.
There was once the idea of a good life
Now the thoughts are wasted and pain is rife.

Some journeys are hard to take...
Some roads are hard to tread...
Some feelings - difficult to understand...
Some thoughts - difficult to comprehend...