I say I’m not lying… but I’m not being honest enough…
I know you have questions… but I can’t reveal the answers as well…
Would you trust me, and just love me, nonetheless?
There are corners of my heart, where only I wander about sometimes…
There are thoughts in my mind, only I can wonder about sometimes…
Can I have a little corner to myself?
Can you trust me that it’s nothing bad or dangerous?
Can you accept me just the same and still love me nonetheless?
It’s not easy when there are doubts…
It’s much more difficult when they start taking shapes of certainty…
But if you just let it be… you’ll know I’m just not really all that different…
I’m just the same as I was before…
I’m still the same…
Please say you still love me… and let me be…
Please say nothing has changed at all… and nothing will ever be…
I was standing on the ledge again last night.. staring change in the eye. Wondering why a weak moment should not be allowed it's fair share of attention or why going with the flow must have exceptions. Sanity danced away in the starlight and logic drowned in high spirits in a bottle... all to unleash a single moment of blinding truth! I was not meant to be!
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