LOVE ME, NONETHELESS...

I say I’m not lying… but I’m not being honest enough…

I know you have questions… but I can’t reveal the answers as well…

Would you trust me, and just love me, nonetheless?

There are corners of my heart, where only I wander about sometimes…

There are thoughts in my mind, only I can wonder about sometimes…

Can I have a little corner to myself?

Can you trust me that it’s nothing bad or dangerous?

Can you accept me just the same and still love me nonetheless?

It’s not easy when there are doubts…

It’s much more difficult when they start taking shapes of certainty…

But if you just let it be… you’ll know I’m just not really all that different…

I’m just the same as I was before…

I’m still the same…

Please say you still love me… and let me be…

Please say nothing has changed at all… and nothing will ever be…

LOST MY KEY!

Started the day as usual...
went through the highs and the lows...

Nothing seemed wrong or out of place...
Nothing extra-ordinary or remarkable!

Sometimes I laughed my heart out...
Nothing escaped at other times...

The night threw its blanket on me....
and I began my journey back home...

I thought it had been just another day...
till I realised what became of me...

Just a shadow... just a shape...
moving through time and space...

My life was happy and full of joy...
I could see it through the window...

But I was standing outside the door...
Locked myself out and lost the key...

CAN'T START ALL OVER AGAIN...

Get to know each other... go through the trial..
build a rapport... then perhaps go wild...
or keep on discovering.. all that needs to be known...
how do I keep up with every other beginnings?

Always the promise of something better...
or simply something good enough...
Always the chase through the maze..
or losing the pace in the race...

How do I say honestly how honest I'm being
when I say I know it all too well...
You'll hardly last a moment!

I can read the signs and interpret your mind...
do me a favour, will you please?

Take the same route back to where you began...
'coz this chase now ends here...

I'm tired of all the beginnings and being left
in the middle of nowhere all the time...

Someone please take my hand from where I stand...
and walk with me to wherever is the end...

I just can't start all over again...