Just trying to remember... where it all began...
trying to remember where I let go...
trying to remember where you let go...
Just trying to figure out... where do I stand now...
trying to figure out if I can still feel the same...
trying to figure out if you are no more with me now...
Just trying to sort it out... where are the pieces of me..
trying to trace all that I left behind somewhere...
trying to trace all that could have been done...
Is it okay to feel it's okay when you are not?
Is it okay to sometimes fear losing all that you hold dear?
Is it okay to feel maybe it may not last at all?
Is it okay if I feel I still love you... even if you are no more?
I hope it's okay... to miss you... to cry a while sometimes..
I hope it's okay... to wish you were here... to be mad at you sometimes...
I wonder if it could be the same all over again..
I get back to my life and you are blessed eternally...
Is it wisdom or is it failure to understand life, when I dream of living a life I lived with you without your presence in it?
Is it how it is suppose to be? To move on yet carry some part of me that was in you.. those parts that made me, ME...
Is it how it is meant to be? To walk ahead.. to look back.. to still hope and love... to still believe..to still live...
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