HEADACHE!

A constant throbbing!
Anxiety or is it just lack of sleep?

Hearing out thoughts...
or are they just voices in my head?

Still a sane person..
or is it a confession of an insane being?

Routine makes for a habit...
or has routine become a habit?

If at all it could be obvious...
but the obvious never reveals itself...

So, I'll just call this a 'headache'...
or is this the outcome of a headache?

FEELS LIKE HOME

Hidden behind the curtains...

Underneath the fresh paint on the walls...

Beneath the carpet floors...

Lies the world of which I now only have a memory of.

Some old frames hanging...

Some scribblings on the furniture...

Some cracks in the walls...

Reminders of the world of which I once was a part of.

As I re-visited my past... with hope to see not all is changed...

and fear that it may have...

I find my fears coming alive and mocking at me...

But as I settled down... coping and dealing with things...

some old and mostly new...

I find nothing much had changed in its essence...

Like the dust that shines in the beam of the sunlight through the window....

I find the remains of the world I left behind... sparkling bright...

through the light of things unchanged and unaffected by time...

I now feel at home... again...